幻想，想法，梦想，目标，理想。哪一个是真实的呢？

i am Nicole Seah Xin Yi.
i am fourteen.
i call myself NSXY.
i live in a hdb flat in Singapore.
i am the only child in my family.

i love to read and write.
i love science.
i can't do math.
my current hobby is reading chinese literature books
and listening to jay chou's songs.
i have an uneven hair length.
i eat a balanced diet but i am fleshy.
i hate spectacles.
i hate contact lenses.
i want to undergo eye lasik.
i am attracted to gays.
i am sick of my life.

i will pack up my stuff and leave my mundane, routine life.
i will travel to many countries.
i will study in England, London, and Shanghai.
i will study in Shanghai's best bilingual university and Oxford.
somehow i will.
someday i will start writing about my life.
someday i will give lectures.
someday i will be on tv.
someday i will be recognised in the crowd.
someday i will be famous.
someday i will be invited to Ellen deGenres 's talk show.
someday i will seat on the left seat next to Ellen deGenres.
someday i will go to USA.
someday i will be an ambassador.
someday i will promote world peace and saving gaia.
someday i will help people fufill their dreams.
someday i am going to get married and have two children.
someday i am going to built a big house for my whole family.







perhaps,
just one day, i am going to live my life as good as the way i want it to be.

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